In time, I managed to reclaim my life and forgive myself for my wrongdoings, including the collective cruelty I’d participated in as a cult member. I also returned to my true sexual identity as a queer woman. Every day, I am in awe of the good fortune that has come my way since leaving the cult. I found fair wage jobs, beginning in journalism. As a working member of the New York City press corps, I covered the city council and produced news and features for community newspapers. (My byline appeared in more than sixty local papers.) Then, I transitioned into communications jobs and, later, administrative roles for the City of New York. I also engaged in meaningful volunteer work – work I still do today.

I am in the homestretch of writing my memoir. It will be the first comprehensive insider account of this insidious New York City cult, which has damaged thousands of lives.

If you have never been in a cult, my goal is to help you understand how and why people – perhaps someone you love – can become ensnared, and how to help them get out. Or if you yourself have ever been trapped in a cult or in any situation of mind control or abuse, I want you to know you can recover and lead a good life. It’s never too late.